In about an hour he’s going on a date and I couldn’t be more excited!
Ok it’s nothing fancy, he’s going to a pub after work for drinks with a girl from fetlife. He caught the train (so he can drink more than if he was driving) but apart from that I know nothing.
Its his first personal venture outside the world of monogamy and I don’t want to scare him by asking a bunch of questions and getting more details. So I’ve supported him through his nervous state and now he’s on his own.
You see, apart from being poly, I’ve also discovered I’m a cuckquean.
Basically I love seeing/hearing him:
*Talk to girls
*Flirt with girls
*Get cheeky photos from girls
*Meet up with girls
*Have sex with girls
I’m keen to hear and watch his sexy times with them too (only with their consent of course, I’m no peeping Tom!)
Sidenote: Some cuckqueans/cuckolds (male equivalent) like to be humiliated/degraded (ie. ‘The new girl is so much better than you’) but that’s not appealing to me.
So with all that in mind, if this were to happen:
Some girls might go ahead and react like this:
For years he thought that my telling him he can sleep with and date who he wants was a ‘trap’ because he consulted his vanilla, monogamous friends who I guess didn’t understand that people like me legitimately exist.
But by going today I know he finally believes me and is comfortable enough to explore it. He’s testing the waters for the both of us.
So I’m trying (and failing) to calm down and not get too excited.. It’s just a big step for him, I’m so proud 😀
I’m just happy that he’s happy.